what the hell was i thinking...

well yeah the title is exactly what i'm thinking right now: WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?! about 5 minutes ago, i went to You Tube to put on music and you know how when you go to You Tube there's like "music" "entertainment" ect. on the home page? well i saw "invisible" by Skylar Grey and i thought "wow she's finally made some of her own music" and because i'd heard some of the collaborations she'd done in the past i clicked on the video. put it this way, i heard 3 lines, got creeped out then put famous last words on instead. I'll explain: i really don't like songs that are depressing and refers to cutting and stuff. in the first 3 lines of invisible, Skylar sings "i take these pills to make me thin. i dye my hair and cut my skin." that was all i heard before i switched to "i am not afraid to keep on living i am not afraid to walk this world alone." (that line is from famous last words ok?) i know people will judge me harshly for this post and i'm not trying to hate on her and i understand that she's trying to point out that people do horrible things to themselves to get noticed (i wanted to be fair so i read the lyrics to the song) and i know that i'm using the word "and" WAY to much but in this world i just want meaningful songs that don't make others get depressed by hearing about the  lives of depressed people. it's just sad.      

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