time to die over Supernatural....

i was watching supernatural like any other monday, realising tomorrow was tuesday like any other monday, shitting myself over the fact i haven't done my homework like any other monday....basically it was like any other monday, save for the fact that i actually managed to watch the whole episode of Supernatural. HOLY SHIT THAT WAS THE WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE AND I'M GONNA TELL YOU WHY.

1. FUCKING CROWLEY 
2. CASTIEL
3. SAMYOU'RESICKWHATAREYOUDOINGYOU'RENOTREADYFORTHE3RDTRIALORYOU'LLDIEJUSTFUCKINGLISTENTODEANFORONCE.
4. CASTIEL
5. CASS
6. CAS
7. TI
8. EL
9. OH GOD CASTIEL
10. KEVIN YOU SMART SONOFABITCH

*dies of feels* castiel....... T_T after what happened in last night's episode i just wanna stitch his stomach back up with a special painless angel needle or something and feed him coffee and cookies and cheeseburgers until he gets better and shoot crowley 100043583876y438728y4295y34853467867 times FOR WHAT HE DID TO CASTIEL *dies of feels again* WHY TV WRITER DUDES WHY *dies of feels again* WHY DO ALL THE BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD ANGELS?! 

freaking crowley....lol he thought he could trick kevin into thinking his shape-shifting demons or whatever the hell those things were are sam and dean. fail, on his behalf. they were too nice. kinda, whatever. either way...veh i spent half the episode half-crying over castiel. at this point i'm not too sure what happened.